Random Rambles of Lotfi

Am at home now....updating this while behind me my 4 year old boy is pretending to be Power Rangers with toys covering the room's floor. Sepatutnyer ada work function nih..I have to represent the boss, tapi....have delegated to junior colleague...Hope I won't get into trouble.(hmmm...perhaps I shouldn't write this...) My life will slow down a little these next 2 days. Hubby's out for a meeting..it's friday nite anyway... This is my time to reflect on what has happened the last 5 days. Y'know, my hubby used to say "y'know you don't think much, d'you? About why things happened around you..you just let things go by without thinking why certain things go this way and not that way thus you don't learn from them". Now I find myself thinking a little too much than what I would've liked, but I suppose it does some good..iyo ko???kwang, kwang, kwang...Kengkadang pikir bebanyak pun fenin jugak...apa nak pikir-pikir? Lagi fonkius ada lah....

I had second, third, fourth thots about writing this blog. After all, my life is not very interesting with basically no social life outside work and the family. Amende aku nak tulis dalam blog ek? Tetapi disebabkan oleh perasaan perasan yang meluap-luap mengatakan..."tulislah, tulislah...", akak hentam jer lah.. My life as I wrote in the profile basically centers around work and also the family. Friends??? Work colleagues lah! Contacts with close friends from my school days are quite minimal as most of them are in JB, my hometown. I only see them when I go back to JB which is like average 3 times a year?? Friends outside work are friends that are also friends of my hubby....(eh..betul ke ayat nih??)...and these people have been with me through thick and thin.These are the people I see on a regular basis. Their kids are almost like mine and vice versa. No social life? Hmmm...betul ke statement ni? When I do go out WITHOUT the family, it's usually..no....it's ALWAY...

My daughter said I should give it a shot I'm bored stiff I wanna see how far I could go with this I read far too many other people's blog.. enuff to motivate me to write one myself I'm a bit delusional...thinking other people will read this I have streamyx at home which my 'better half' is paying for I have so many things going on inside my head and I find myself going cuckoo talking to myself