Random Rambles of Lotfi

Goodness gracious me...Tomorrow's Christmas already which leaves me a week till the new year. 2008...I like that number...not that any numbers have significant meaning to my life.. but hey!! Can't live without numbers anyway.. Since my last entry last November..so much has happened. Hubby celebrated his 39th birthday on 27th November. We went up to Cameron Highlands and spent the night at this place called, The Lakehouse. I thought I told myself I was never going up Cameron again the last time we went there. I just don't like the trip up...macamlah aku yang drive.... I was reminded again of how I loathed the journey...But the difference it made when you are anywhere with your loved one...not that bad after all... We finally moved to our new office in Bandar Utama, with heavy hearts and minds...but we have to stay positive. The new office is nice and swanky though. After all the hoohaa with fengshui or the lack of it..we finally settled down in this new pla...

I've been trying out this stuff that's supposed to be very good for my general wellbeing. Will wait at least 2 weeks before I share my findings and experience. The weekend has been so hectic. 2 days of our Urban Live thingy in One Utama was loooooooonnnnnngggggg but surprisingly I don't feel as lethargic as I expected..wink, wink...maybe it's this new thing I'm trying... We were in a 3 hours presentation with NBC Universal the first half of the day..Before that was Monday morning sales meeting... Lunch at One Utama. Got hubby his birthday present...I'd like it for myself so hopefully he digs it as well!!! In the office, I got so pissed off....bloody pissed off about something that I can't describe here lah...but now, it's ok lah because I have vented it off to the person that caused it, in the first place.I fraking hate it when people take credits for things that they did not do and other people who's ignorant and has a lot of preconceive...

It was so nice to be in bed this morning...what a drag to wake up and go to work!! I could stay in bed all day...Although Zaim's was taking half of my space, I still think it's better to stay in bed instead of being in the office... But here I am..with proposals half done and imagining at the back of my head my boss's read ears, controlling his anger...shouting " I want it on my table NOW!!!!" There goes my early morning siesta... Gratitude for the abundance you have received is the best insurance that the abundance will continue. - Prophet Muhammad From 'Words of Gratitude: For Mind, Body, and Soul' by Robert A. Emmons and Joanna Hill, © 2001. Lucky I have all these wisdom words sent to my mailbox on a regular basis. Makes me feel better on days when I feel down and sometimes lazy like today....And today is all about gratitude... Amin!!! p.s We will be in One Utama this weekend for our last Urban Live of the year... Hope to...

Lepas-lepas meeting, buhsan buat kerja, I opened my blog, look up the POSTS section and saw that I have 2 drafts entry that I forgot to conclude...So dengan kadar segera walaupun kerja tersangat lah banyak nya...I updated the entry on 8th October 2007. Hey! I need to take a break sometime!! Check it out folks!!! Btw, received this in my mailbox today. Share with you lah... Blessed are the ones who rely on Allah and have surrendered themselves before His will, who are grateful in prosperity and patient in adversity. -The Prophet Muhammad (SAW), as reported by Shu'aib bin Se'nam From "The Bounty of Allah." Hadith translated by Aneela Khalid Arshed. Copyright 1999. All rights reserved. Will be back..! Work calling....

I read my daughter, Aisyah's blog today and saw this... KEBENCIAN ITU HARUS HAPUS AKU BENCI BILA MEREKA TIDAK BERCAKAP SESAMA SENDIRI BILA MEREKA BERGADUH ENTAH PASAL APA TAK HABIS-HABIS HAISHOOH AND PC AKU ROSAK :/ We really have to do something about our PCs at home...among other things... Aisyah has a talent for writing. For someone her age, she's 14 btw, she should be complaining less about how bored it is to be at home during this school hols and start using her brain to write stuff. Who knows, I can start sending her junk to the papers...Check out her blog at http://karutologik.blogspot.com/ Aisyah lamenting about her so called borrrinng school hols and the kaput PCs at home.....

My son, Imran. His UPSR results came out yesterday. The phone at home was dead the whole day..so I was frantically calling everyone around the neighbourhood to no avail. Their phones are dead too. Wretch!!! What is bloody TM doing...?? Frankly, I expected the worst. Cause no news is almost always bad news....When I reached home, he said he got 3As and 2 Bs..Hey...ok what..not that he tried his best...Because potentially, I know he can do better than that...but this guy with his 'I couldn't care less that the exam's coming I rather watch TV" attitude, is a hard nut to crack. The more you push him, the more he will rebel against you. Like his atuk say...'he is so like his late dad'. So I rest my case... I got Aisyah to reenact the whole result announcement thingy to me.. Chronic kan...?? Anyway, Aisyah said she felt like crying when she sees Imran standing all alone looking at her, when all his friends who got 5As and 4As has been called out..Tak sangk...

When I switched on my pc at work this morning, this was the first email on the list. Allah wishes to lighten your burdens, for man was created weak. -Qu'ran, An-Nisa, Surah 4:28 From "The Bounty of Allah," translated by Aneela Khalid Arshed. Copyright 1999. All rights reserved. Timely, I feel, on this day when I'm feeling really down. Time to make the best of things, count my blessings and learn from mistakes. And REPENT...and hopefully in time, I will reach a stage where I know exactly what is liked by the people I love....Sorry from the bottom of my heart...

Lin, Angie, Bundle, Jaya and me went to Xan's house today to have the most wonderful, freshly baked scones I've ever tasted...There goes my my never ending diet...Matilah mek!!! To top it all, we also had pizzas from Dominoes, Susan (Xan's mum, the ever gracious host) "very delish I don't know how she mixed it coffee", home made orange and white chocolate cheesecake and to die for chocolate cake, all made with a lot of passion and lurveeeeeee...hehehe..we're the lucky ones... Choc cake with Xan's manicured hands in the background and the scones that made us feel like we are in England When we got back to the office after lunch, Zafran said, Que Haidar dah sampai..". I forgot he was coming for a casting session. went to check out the boy at the cafeteria and ran into Abg Dee instead....Hehehe...biasalah Abang Dee...always the sweeetest guy with the curliest hair on his h ead and never failing to smell so nice...Btw, saw Que Haidar at the bac...

That day ah...this boy ahhh..came to my mum's house in JB to beraya you know...after makan-makan and chit chatting a bit, he ahhh....became like this you know... see lah...what raya do to people... Some more ah...got another man ahhh....drive around town to beraya and makan kuih raya a lot ahhh...became like this... Third one ahhh maybe ...sakit perut so had to try and bring out the stuff he ate the way it came in....maybe lah... Aiyoh...my mother's cat also ...like that one ah??? Notice the similarities with the 2nd pic??? After all the raya visiting, aiyoh!...my mom's place became a massage parlour cum massage technique school...Horror!!!! Sakit oh....What were they thinking??!!

This is how the restaurant look like...The 45 degrees staircase going up to the 1st floor. The first floor complete with classic adornments , the likes of deer horns, old tiles, gambar Sultan and Sultanah Johor (wajib nih), old school cash register and telephone plus senior waitresses with red dyed hair...hehehe...sorry auntie!!! The food and drinks are being pulleyed up (is there such word) to the 1st floor before being served to us... Every time I make the trip back to my hometown, we never fail to eat at this old cina restaurant right located right smacked in the center of JB. It's called Hwa Mui by the way. Before ada Starbucks, Coffee Bean, Uncle Lim and all the Kopitiams of the world, aku dah pergi dulu. My late abah used to bring me and some times my sister to this joint, ewah..joint ke?? and have the best kaya toast and milk tea in town. Sampai sekarang ni pun Uncle Lim tak boleh challenge lah.... Imran enjoying the kway teow Hwa Mui!!! ...

First day of Hari Raya, we were in my sis in law's place beraya with hubby's family. \After the scrumptious raya meal and lot of photo sessions, we drove to my late husband's grandma's place in Segambut. After Segambut, we drove to Tapah to visit hubby's grandma and also his aunt. By the time we reached home it was almost 9pm. After freshening up, we went for dinner at Kayu in Dataran Prima before we got ready for the journey back to JB the next day. The kids had a whale of a time dozing off on the way back to good ol'JB And this is how they sleep in Tok Mak's house....hehehe.. For the 6 days that we were there, we managed to squeezed in visits to older relatives, my aunt, cousins besides melayan melayan visitors yang datang rumah Mak. As usual memang ramai and almost non-stop sampai late night pun ada..The saddest thing about Raya was that my Mak was not well sampai ke tahap yang tak boleh nak jalan on the 2nd day that we were there. Kesian...

What the fudge am I doin in the office today????!!! When I reached the office at 9.20am today (...hehe overslept boss...) even the aircond was not on and I saw 2 colleagues fanning themselves with papers..Awat lah hangpa tak call maintenance?? Tunggu aku jugak call baru, aircond buleh on...I guess maintenance forgot that it's still a working day today... Haha, the CEO walked around shaking hands with evryone wishing selamat hari raya... He said..dia banyak dosa when he shook my hands...apa lah boss aku nih..kelakau... I'm just waiting for the time to get out of this place. It's unofficially a half day today...the reason why I didn't take leave..Rugi oii...Half the office is gone though... Semalam, when I got home my maid dah pasang curtain baru...Haiyoh!!! Itu curtain pendeklah...salah jahit...sedey...I immediately sms'd the tailor yang dah balik kampong so have to use the curtain till she comes back after raya to repair it... I k...

Last Sunday, masa tengah boring giler sebab tak keluar rumah and my hubby tak nak bercakap pasal dia kata dia sakit gusi yang dah dekat sebulan sakit, I took the opportunity to watch CINTA all over again, the 3rd time for me. But the difference with watching it the first and second time is that I had the comfort of watching the production values, the emotions and facial expressions of the actors and also the chance to rewind sesuka hati sebab nak dengar dialog and shots yang sangat poignant itiew. The facial expression of actors like Rashidi Ishak, Ngasrizal, Nanu, Datuk Rahim Razali reflects the pain and sorrows each of the characters that they played.,...Hmmm...patutlah cerita nih menang award sebab dah tengok 3 kali pun rasa ok lah... I won't waste my time reviewing the movie as it has been done countless times by a lot of people. Rather I want to zoom in on my favorite lines/dialogues in the movie..Something like quotable quotes lah ni. Brilliant script writing at most place...

Ada part 2 lah plak...Bila masa time-time rajin nih, bukan main hupdate blog. Kerje banyak tapi tak kira lah...take a break jap.. and I seriously encourage others to take a breather from work some time. Matiler asyik mengadap kerje jer..Buhsan...ish...some things need my attention..Sambung later... At home now...6 hours since I stopped writing...Had laksa johor...or so they thought that's what they are selling..haha..tak sedap giler..Since when laksa johor ada kacang panjang and the gravy ada daun kesom..Silap besar..tapi tak per lah makan sikit. Saturday hari tu we had break fast at Yati, my sister in law's place. I cooked ayam masak kicap for all the children. And other sis in laws cooked other stuff. Yati masak gulai (kalau kat Johor orang panggil kari) ikan telang masin like how my late mother in law used to cook. Before I marry into this family, ikan telang pun I didn't know existed. Rupanya sedap. Hubby and his 2 brothers had a whale of a time eating. ...

Here I am.. the weekend has just passed. 12.15am now...and I'm watching and hoping that Zaim falls asleep soon...Khairin is already in dreamland..I wonder how she manages to fall asleep effortlessly every night..Anak-anak, I guess, tak ada apa nak dirisaukan that can cause them sleepless nights...Oh! how I wish we adults can enjoy carefree days with not much to worry about... I managed to meet up with Fenti together with Nuar and Fizah on Friday nite. Asked hubby earlier whether it's ok for me to go out and meet them.He said he won't be coming home for break fast and may even extend his outings to drinks with friends after picking up his partner at KLIA and was alright with me going out. So I ordered pizza at the office for the kids break fast meal. reached home just after iftar sebab dok tunggu Domino's delivery at the office. Kesian, Imran said dia dah kenyang minum teh..kikikiki...nevertheless the pizzas dissapeared in a jiffy. Went out after 9pm, picked Fi...

Hari ni when I woke up, I decided that I CANNOT stand going to the office and I haven't had a break for such a long time and TODAY is the day that I HAVE TO take that long overdue break. Satu hari pun jadilah...I applied for 2 days leave this week which was rejected by my boss sebab dia kata I'm going for my Hari Raya break anyway.Boleh tak????!!!!! Ni yang akak marah nih...Dia ingat Raya ni tak payah nak prepare ker?? Cuma cuti after Raya jer? I'm not even done with Raya shopping, tau tak?? So, tak kira lah.. I'm taking the day off. Business will not close down because of me not turning up at work for one day. Aisyah is at home as they are given a break as PMR is taking place. So after we dropped hubby off at his office we drove to The Curve. Fenti told me about this new hair salon there. we ronda-ronda tak jumpa..rupa-rupanya kat office block on the second floor.  HAIRKUNST is a very swanky, nice set up. It's owned by this chap named Bambang yang baik ...

Gosh!!! It's almost the end of Ramadhan!! Where did all the time go?? Lagi 10 days jer raya...Mak!!! I'm not ready!!! Buka puasa in Paya Serai, PJ Hilton just now. Hmmm...at more than RM75 per head, I guess the food's alright. Got my hands on delish oysters, shrimps, roasted lamb shoulders, sate..the works..Ni lah untungnya tak makan nasi sebab kalau dah makan nasi mana nak letak yang lain nih. Zaida, Ju and Wan from Creatives joined the buka puasa as well. I'm really getting old sebab makan buffet macam tak larat gitu...Kalau dulu-dulu...I think I could eat more. Thanks to Yati and JS for the treat.. The kids had KFC for buka. After almost the end of puasa, hubby has, I guess run out of food ideas to buy for the kids. Last weekend we went to Tony Roma's at The Curve for break fast. The ribs are to die for...sedap!!! Yang lain tu..hmmm..Chilli's lagi sedap. We wanted to go to Marche earlier but the queue was ...kurang sikit jer dari queue popiah kat secti...

Gosh! Today is already the, what...6th Day of Ramadhan...cepatnyer...yeay..yeay tak lama lagi Raya...To day is the 2nd day that I went to the gym during Ramadhan. Selama hidup ni, tak pernah exercise masa puasa...ingat kan tak larat..tapi afer trying it out...hey, it's not so bad... Like Mimi, my trainer say...less cardio, more strength training..so far, so good...cuma bila dah siang-siang macam ni...ngantuk....Imagine I was up since 4.30am for sahur..then after subuh terus ke gym from 7am to 8am.. Ish...ngantuknyer... The last few days of puasa have been alright..This year is the second year that Khairin puasa. The rest tu dah veteran dah. Yang best nyer si Zaim ..every time we go downstairs..he will start asking...Nak pergi puasa ker?? He thot kita dah nak buka puasa dah..PUASA is BUKA for him...Kelakorr...And bila time buka, dia lah yang paling sebuk macam orang puasa.. We have been to a few pasar ramadhan. The one in Section 14, Kelana Jaya, Taman Tun and Kota Damansara s...

Am at home. Long weekend at home. UPSR's on Monday. Imran tak pressure langsung nampaknya...good for him... we don't pressure him anyway. Hope for the best and my prayers for him so that his brain won't be jammed on exam days. Merdeka eve....I was in front of the telly watching the Merdeka countdown through Asam Garam Merdeka on ntv7. We went to Tapah yesterday morning to hubby's aunt's house. Ada tahlil..ye lah ramadhan's coming. Jumpa opah and other relatives and we were home before 8 pm. Watched the coolest musical program also on ntv7, Nite Of Soulful Stars Merdeka Special with Sheila Majid, Datuk Shake, Anuar Zain, Juwita Suwito and Khatijah Ibrahim. Best, best, best. was sms'ing with AMG. He loved it, it surprised him that it was actually good. Siapa tak tengok, rugi...Not everyday, you see these talents on one stage. This morning, Mak Ungku sms'ed early to invite us for breakfast. Uiiihhhh, laksa Johor...Best, best, best. That's my secon...

Yup...last day of my leave! Woke up early anyways, send Imran to school sebab hujan lebat and the only umbrella that's available at home is the pink colour Avon one that he wouldn't be caught dead with...Later, got ready, we dropped Aisyah in school and I dropped hubby off at work. Made arrangement to go for breakfast with Mak Ungku. Turned out she has to go to TNB in Bangsar to get some stuff so we ended up in La Bodega. Bestnya Big Breakfast!!!! Nyum!Nyum! Mak Ungku tak makan pun...dah makan cekodok katanya...ish...ish..rugi, rugi beb... We parked in front of Bangsar Village so kami melintas kejap and she saw Habib! She bought a white gold chain for herself..sukernya dia.. Next stop my errand..Immigration Office Shah Alam. She dropped me off while I went to get my maid's permit renewed..Abis melayang RM445..but what wud I do without my helper...she's a gem..and has been with us for the last...what??7 years..Dropped mak ungku off at her house at around 1.30pm, and I...

I just thot that since I've been neglecting the blog for quite some time and since I have the advantage of time today, what the heck I'll just write another one...I am on leave from work since yesterday, although half the day yesterday I was in the office in meetings.. Today is loafing around the house day...nevertheless calls from work still comes in...look at the bright side...I'm still needed... Work has been quite a handful with projects that never stops...hmmm..if they stop coming...tutuplah station ye tak? Thank goodness we have capable, young people in the team. Hey! I have a new boss...She came in last week and the new structure was announced on Friday. Mixed feelings from all in the room but as usual I always take changes positively...Afterall, I take this change as having an additional person to share the workload with..Phew...watch out what's coming, boss!!! I've been working for a total of almost 14 years in total with breaks in between. I guess tha...

We were in JB, the weekend of 18th and 19th for the monthly Urban Live tour in AEON Tebrau Mall, the hippest mall in JB yang ala-ala combination of KLCC and One Utama katanya....( matilah.. dah more than 2 weeks tak update!!!). I've been super busy... Took the opportunity to bring the whole family back to JB, walaupun sebenarnya dah ada 2 tiket air asia for me and hubby to go back 2 orang jer... Tapi bila tengok muka Zaim..I just can't leave them with the maid for the weekend..Kesian oiiii.. well except for Imran who was grounded sebab rupa-rupanya dah almost 2 and half months telah memontengkan dirinya dari sekolah ugama. Nak marah pun benda dah jadi...so to cut long story short...Imran kena tinggal rumah atuk in PJ..Sendiri mau ingatlah kan.. The rest of the gang from the office as usual took the bus to JB hari Jumaat jugak and went straight to The Zon to check themselves in. We on the other hand arrived earlier. Have made arrangements with Mak to invite the gang for di...

Hey! Am now at hubby's office using the internet for so called material search for my assignment due tommorrow. Took the chance to update this sebab Amir kata kenapa entry 'Tengok tibi malam Sabtu' sampai hari Rabu??? Dah Sabtu balik dah ni, Amir.... A bunch of hubby's colleagues are jamming with gitar tong in the background...cool otai stuff....feels like back in the late seventies when me and lil sis used to menganga in front of our brothers and their friends who used to lepak at mak's house jamming their lungs out... Aisyah and Zaim is also here....doing their own stuff on the pc's. No water in the house today. Syabas kata nak bersihkan tangki...whatever...that managed to pull us outta bed early cos the water stopped flowing at nineish... It has been a busy, busy week. My first session with the trainer at the gym was on Wednesday. By the end of it, or almost the end of it, I can hardly stand...Giler punya Jack...that's the trainer btw...He made me ...

I've just completed my assignment which was due last week...Sorry lah doc, nak potong markah pun potong lah...No excuses memang tak dak time nak tengok assignment. In between, the assignments manage to also watch Festival Filem Malaysia. What to do, when you are in the industry, somehow kena lah jugak amek tau, siapa menang awards, siapa menang best films. From the little that I managed to catch, CINTA my favorite Malay movie this year macam menang banyak categories. Also Kak Min's movie, Mukhsin managed a few awards as well. Cuma my favorite Kodok jer yang nampak senyap...Kesian Afdlin. Am keeping my fingers crossed for him...Rock on, bro!! Will look out for the full winners list tomorrow. Anyway, it's botox galore at FFM. Maju sangat orang industri kita...huwargh...Dah macam topeng dah muka semua. Yang tetap meletupz au natural...Vanidah Imran. Cun babe that one!! Anuar, thanks for keeping the sms going so I kept on watching...Kalau ikut hati dah lama aku tukar channe...

I received a lot of things through my emails. Ada junk mail, gambar artistes, jokes, all sorts of video and also holy-holy stuff. Mai sent me this on the 31 July 2007. And I really, really like it so here it is, am sharing it with all of you. For those that need reaffirmation of how special you are to be born, a woman....Thanks for sharing this Mai!! Allah S.W.T berfirman: "Ketika Aku menciptakan seorang wanita, ia diharuskan untuk menjadi seorang yang istimewa. Aku membuat bahunya cukup kuat untuk menopang dunia; namun, harus cukup lembut untuk memberikan kenyamanan." "Aku memberikannya kekuatan dari dalam untuk mampu melahirkan anak dan menerima penolakan yang seringkali datang dari anak-anaknya." "Aku memberinya kekerasan untuk membuatnya tetap tegar ketika orang-orang lain menyerah, dan mengasuh keluarganya dengan penderitaan dan kelelahan tanpa mengeluh." "Aku memberinya kepekaan untuk mencintai anak-anaknya dalam setiap kead...

I'm back with happier entry, peeps. Today is Lin's birthday. She's a Leo. Sebab tu aku boleh ngam dengan dia...cuma tak boleh kahwin jer...hehe....We bought her a Crocs slipper which she gleefully slipped on and aku paksa pakai masa keluar lunch tadi. Lunch was at JM Bariani yang dulu sedap, sekarang dah tak sedap...Tak payah lah pegi kengkawan... This is a pic of us after our shopping spree in Jakarta. Kalau nak shopping bawak lah cik kak ni, cuma jangan kasi dia jatuh jer...sebab she's prone to falling.....Boleh terbalik Jakarta di buat nyer...Tapi boleh spoil market sebab dia tak pandai tawar harga murah... Suzy, Pora, Zailinda and Fizah came and joined us siap dengan birthday cake lagi...So we had a fun, fun lunch..followed by birthday cakes before Lin and I had to rush back to the office for a meeting. Wretch!!! Lin, happy 31st birthday....!! Happy birthday to the most cheerful, kind hearted, jolly, cutest person I know!!

....lama tak call Mak, sebab tak sempat...(oh excuses...) ....kerja macam nak mati tapi orang tak appreciate...ada jer benda nak complain... ....my kids get sick...and i'm too tired to even take them to the clinic.. ....people think I take them for granted, when I thought we are compromising on things...kau terima aku as I am...and aku terima kau macam kau lah...rupanya tak...everything comes with conditions...sedey... ....tengok citer sedeh, and ala-ala perasan yang citer tu cerita aku... ....gaji dah naik tapi hutang tetap jugak tak abis-abis.. ....setiap kali zaim tanya.."mama, esok mama kerje ke?" ....bila aku cuti kononnya nak buat assignment...end up aku tak buat tapi aku update blog yang dah 2 bulan tak update... sigh....hello again people...i'll be back with happier things....

Hari Isnin tak kerja hari tu, I managed to watch a movie on dvd at home ' MUSIC & LYRICS' starring my 2 favorite actors, Drew Barrymore and Hugh Grant. It has a very simple, charming storyline. It's about Alex Fletcher (Hugh Grant) as the has-been 80's pop star. When a sizzling star on the charts asks the has-been '80s pop sensation to write her a song, he grabs for another chance at stardom. The problem is Alex has always been a music writer but never a good lyricist. In comes ,Sophie Fisher (DREW BARRYMORE), his quirky plant lady, who has a green thumb for lyrics. Together, they go after songwriting success -- and discover that if you want to write the perfect love song, it helps to fall in love. With Hugh Grant and Drew Barrymore, Music and Lyrics is a witty, wacky romantic comedy that faces the music...and laughs! As a critic put it "Hilarious, sweetly romantic and as infectious as a great pop song, this one hits all the right notes." (Dan Jewel...

Salaammmm....Am bloggin from home, people...Hari ni cuti..plus I'm feeling under the weather. It has been a really, really exhausting weekend. The whole 2 buses of us from the office were in Ipoh for the 'Urban Live' mall tour in Kinta City Ipoh. We arrived in Ipoh on Friday, 2 full days of 'fun' activities to promote the station and our programs and was back in Shah Alam on Monday. Penat...betul-betul penat. Yes, we had fun meeting the people of Ipoh, whom I wished actually watched our programs instead of just coming to get the merchandises. Of course there are some genuine fans who actually know our stuff by heart and really know the names of the personalities. But whatever it is, I hope we have reached the non-watchers and and have sort of converted them to be watchers..Watch out for coming Urban Live in Penang in June, KLCC in July and JB in August, peeps. ntv7 will be coming to your city! Kat Ipoh on the first night Zayda invited us all (almost 60 of us) to...

Hi again people...2 hari lepas, I was going through my old stuff from at least 20 years ago. Old letters, diaries, cards and other junks and between those stuff found three small pieces of papers with my own handwriting. Cantekkkk rupanya tulisan akak masa tuh..eh..eh off topic... Anyway, it brought back a lot of memories and I remember copying those words from somewhere and made a pact to myself to somehow lead my life according to those 11 points..of course not forgetting Allah s.w.t and his qada' and qadar lah... Just want to share with you and Aisyah, Imran (and later Khairin and Zaim) if you are reading , it doesn't hurt to learn from this: 1) I can control many of the circumstances in my life, I am an initiator. 2) I create or find choices and options for myself 3) I am in charge of myself and will determine what is best for myself 4) I am entitled to my opinions even if others disagree with them. And I do not have to defend these opinions. 5) I create my own moo...